An update to what happened yesterday. I am not better. In fact, I feel worse. I am safe however. At worst I am bruised. What happened was a feud between me and my father, where my father acted so horribly, I couldnt even speak with him normally without him getting mad. This continued till he forced me to take my computer out of my room. In his words, He wanted me to take everything out of my room, so I calmly asked if I could take my computer out and my gaming consoles, but not everything. He screamed at me and forced me into my room, where he then pushed me and made me fall over. I started hyperventilating and crying. He said he was 'sorry' for me THINKING THAT HE PUSHED ME. Aka, him trying to cover his ass. Anyways, today, he lectured me about how I dont have the right to speak back to him, to have an opinion, to voice my opinion, or to have a lot of other rights since I have lost them all over the years, from me failing classes and failing him as a child. I couldnt even tell him he was wrong in so many ways, in fear of more yelling